I have been absent from blogging and facebooking for quite some time.But during those dreadful days of laptopless and internetless..i spent more time listening and sharing with my parents...maybe without us knowing internet had preoccupied our time too much until we overlook things that are so basic and important....yes yes,more of human touch,less of keyboard and mouse ...:D
On other parts,recently there was this ridiculous article in SinChew authored by a "notorius" dental student from UM faculty.He is well known for his spiteful article against medicine as it was said he was'nt able to enroll,therefore he has the right to tarnish the imej of UM medicine.One has to read his article in order to comprehend what i meant and to realize what does the proverb of :"not able to taste the grape,thus claiming it was sour"(sounded better in chinese) ...
His claims and opinion written was solely his twisted own belief and by letting the public reading his rubbish,it will altered the perception of the public toward medicine and doctors.My best friend alerted me about the article and i was worried over her response as his article does not reflect the entire truth. Browsing through some of my fellow bloggers they too share the same feelings as i am towards what he written...SinChew is a great chinese medium paper,but the presence of mediocre columnist who has tunnel vision and hidden agenda,just made the paper seems less readable and worth supporting.
Some of my coursemates already started working in Singapore...my heart sinks when i think of the start of work.Days flew by so fast that i wish this holiday would be longer...bt at the same time wishing them good luck and all the best with new life and working life....But my current greatest stress....learning to drive again...hehe..my father is the coach this time....but he has a high degree of tolerence...
With this post possible to be published,means i using my new laptop....and the easy and fast streamyx access in my sister's house is just so incredible...plus i just adore the new little puppy who just added into my sister's family.....there is a swimming pool nearby my sister house,ohoho....so many great and fun things lies ahead....and i am in a very happy mood again....i love holidays.............:D
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Foolishness...
Probably this word described me the most when i tried to install a chinese version game into my beloved ACER and cause the window working system to corrupt..i do not know what happen,and i have been laptopless and internetless for quite awhile....Been waiting for the moment to go to Johor Bahru to save my ACER and gained a new laptop...:)
I must learn to seperate gaming from my laptop from now onwards...Playstation would be a better option from now on...ohoho....
I must learn to seperate gaming from my laptop from now onwards...Playstation would be a better option from now on...ohoho....
Friday, April 10, 2009
Waiting and packing....
Life is so not convenient without a proper internet resource.....Been internetless for the past few days...
Finally regain back some peace ...and really enjoying it....Been on eating spree and movie spree..."Knowing" was not bad but a bit "religious" if you ask me...haha...And had my first TGI friday with KC,Wee Fang, and JJ....over-ate a little...
Went around with Shao Yin,Edie and Selene to find some lecturers who gave our group some extra push during the revision week...And they are happy but at the same time a bit worried for us....especially Dr Gan....I must really learn urine output again and again..haha..Prof Jesse was having her teaching session,and in my mind i was thinking:"i was once among them...:)"Sadly some lecturers were unavailable...
I cant help but keep on thinking,the fact that i am going to leave this place is so unbelievable....Those 5 years finished just with a blink of eye..(though during the process it felt like thousand years of agony...:) )
Some friends went back home immediately,some went for holiday straight away,some were planning for extra research....while as for me,i am just enjoying this moment...slowly...waiting for Perhentian trip,and spend more time with family....My longest holiday ever(i was told),and i am going to use it wisely!!! :)
Finally regain back some peace ...and really enjoying it....Been on eating spree and movie spree..."Knowing" was not bad but a bit "religious" if you ask me...haha...And had my first TGI friday with KC,Wee Fang, and JJ....over-ate a little...
Went around with Shao Yin,Edie and Selene to find some lecturers who gave our group some extra push during the revision week...And they are happy but at the same time a bit worried for us....especially Dr Gan....I must really learn urine output again and again..haha..Prof Jesse was having her teaching session,and in my mind i was thinking:"i was once among them...:)"Sadly some lecturers were unavailable...
I cant help but keep on thinking,the fact that i am going to leave this place is so unbelievable....Those 5 years finished just with a blink of eye..(though during the process it felt like thousand years of agony...:) )
Some friends went back home immediately,some went for holiday straight away,some were planning for extra research....while as for me,i am just enjoying this moment...slowly...waiting for Perhentian trip,and spend more time with family....My longest holiday ever(i was told),and i am going to use it wisely!!! :)
Monday, April 6, 2009
Finally,the closure.....
Those seconds,minutes,hours were so unbearable,today is the day where we have our final verdict of final MBBS...
Throngs of batchmates were already occupying most of the shaded spots infront of dean office.We were waiting for a few pieces of papers....My heart started to pump vigorously again and the sweat was just....sticky...A few false alarm occured a few times...a bit funny when i think of it..When the dean office lady finally went out and pasted up the paper,it caused a huge uproar....The fact that my name was not on the list did not gave me any comfort.I was worried for the final verdict...and the waiting continued for extra 4 to 5 hours...It rained,heavilly with thunder at the background.What a day for waiting result....
When our professor reached the lecture hall,and read out the name one by one...it further aggravated the tension and anxiety...finally,my name was called out.........i really wanted to shout for joy!!!!!!!But i must contained myself...:"nonono,dont be stupid."
My buddyline was very anxious of the news,and i sms them after i knew.I called my mother and i could hear how relieved she was....I infected her with my insecurity and anxiety...(not a filial son...haha)I called my sister,she too shared my joy and happiness,and probably i need to part with my Acer....you served me well........:D
I realized how inadequate i am,and that is why i am so worried of the outcome of this exam.UM gave me a chance to learn from the best ,and gave me another chance to go out and learn +practice more.The sense of gratefulness is beyond description.I know i have not done enough,and i will try my best....Setting foot into UM really is a life changing experience.I learn much much more about myself,about true meaning of friendship,teamwork,living with other people,and so much more.
Learning together with my study group members made learning medicine fun....haha....all those funny moments aside from facts and diagnosis....:D
Having a chance to know and learn from my teachers were among the most valuable experience...The sight of patients thanking them sincerely shows just how excellent and succesful they are as a Doctor.
I will try my best not to let you down,and THANK YOU for everything....
May we meet again sometime in the future....:D
Throngs of batchmates were already occupying most of the shaded spots infront of dean office.We were waiting for a few pieces of papers....My heart started to pump vigorously again and the sweat was just....sticky...A few false alarm occured a few times...a bit funny when i think of it..When the dean office lady finally went out and pasted up the paper,it caused a huge uproar....The fact that my name was not on the list did not gave me any comfort.I was worried for the final verdict...and the waiting continued for extra 4 to 5 hours...It rained,heavilly with thunder at the background.What a day for waiting result....
When our professor reached the lecture hall,and read out the name one by one...it further aggravated the tension and anxiety...finally,my name was called out.........i really wanted to shout for joy!!!!!!!But i must contained myself...:"nonono,dont be stupid."
My buddyline was very anxious of the news,and i sms them after i knew.I called my mother and i could hear how relieved she was....I infected her with my insecurity and anxiety...(not a filial son...haha)I called my sister,she too shared my joy and happiness,and probably i need to part with my Acer....you served me well........:D
I realized how inadequate i am,and that is why i am so worried of the outcome of this exam.UM gave me a chance to learn from the best ,and gave me another chance to go out and learn +practice more.The sense of gratefulness is beyond description.I know i have not done enough,and i will try my best....Setting foot into UM really is a life changing experience.I learn much much more about myself,about true meaning of friendship,teamwork,living with other people,and so much more.
Learning together with my study group members made learning medicine fun....haha....all those funny moments aside from facts and diagnosis....:D
Having a chance to know and learn from my teachers were among the most valuable experience...The sight of patients thanking them sincerely shows just how excellent and succesful they are as a Doctor.
I will try my best not to let you down,and THANK YOU for everything....
May we meet again sometime in the future....:D
Saturday, April 4, 2009
HOME
I deeply fell in love with this song by Daughtry (American Idol) I even set it as my alarm ringtone in my phone.But seriously my roomate WL back in 3A(Klang) hated it because he had to listen to it over and over and over...(cos i kept pushing the snooze button...:P)
My home,is just a simple one storey-3 roomed house.Though at times my parents and sis wanted to sell it,i just cant bring myself to come to terms with that decision...Their reason-flooding...I admit,it flooded 2 times since 10 years...the second time even destroyed my years of stamps collection and part of my book collections.......(argh...i was screaming in agony!!!!!!Sorry kambingdesu,the book u gave me was one of them which i cant salvage......but the book of ghost story collection is safe :))Among others which were sacrificed were:"Bridge of River Kwai(Thailand) ,Angel And Demon and so on...Now i keep all my precious collection at higher places...
It was our first real home.We used to live in a shop-house which my father rent from a school headmaster(sharing anterior shop space with SPORTS TOTO,can you imagine...).With nothing given from my grandpa,my father started his own bicycle shop with the knowledge he accumulated working for a KingPin (not gangster)of bicycle in Masjid Tanah.He earned just enough to support us and did not built an empire of bicycle awaiting for me to take over...haha..i did not acquired his skill,but at least i learn to ride a bicycle well together with father...:D Soon he saved enough(plus support from my sis :)) and bought up a unit in the housing area where it used to be a paddy field...
Even though it was mere 10 years,we carved endless of memories together.It means more than just a physical shelterIt is also a place where love,comfort,understanding that are limitless....Undeniably some part of it filled with those negativity that probably internalised and made me so "stubborn",but it is still a place i always turn to.
Yes...this is my home....
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.(Daughtry-Home)
My home,is just a simple one storey-3 roomed house.Though at times my parents and sis wanted to sell it,i just cant bring myself to come to terms with that decision...Their reason-flooding...I admit,it flooded 2 times since 10 years...the second time even destroyed my years of stamps collection and part of my book collections.......(argh...i was screaming in agony!!!!!!Sorry kambingdesu,the book u gave me was one of them which i cant salvage......but the book of ghost story collection is safe :))Among others which were sacrificed were:"Bridge of River Kwai(Thailand) ,Angel And Demon and so on...Now i keep all my precious collection at higher places...
It was our first real home.We used to live in a shop-house which my father rent from a school headmaster(sharing anterior shop space with SPORTS TOTO,can you imagine...).With nothing given from my grandpa,my father started his own bicycle shop with the knowledge he accumulated working for a KingPin (not gangster)of bicycle in Masjid Tanah.He earned just enough to support us and did not built an empire of bicycle awaiting for me to take over...haha..i did not acquired his skill,but at least i learn to ride a bicycle well together with father...:D Soon he saved enough(plus support from my sis :)) and bought up a unit in the housing area where it used to be a paddy field...
Even though it was mere 10 years,we carved endless of memories together.It means more than just a physical shelterIt is also a place where love,comfort,understanding that are limitless....Undeniably some part of it filled with those negativity that probably internalised and made me so "stubborn",but it is still a place i always turn to.
Thinking back:I painted the house with father,made a small garden with bro and mother,had my first Moon festival party when i was in form 2,my birthday party in form 4(Kambingdesu was there,hehe),had my first desktop(Pentium 2) which was an envy of my schoolmates for few years until Pentium 3 came out,had my own 1st queen size bed(courtesy from my sis),being chased by a pack of wild dogs when cycling back(they ambushed me by hinding behind the half built house),saved a small kitten from a drain ....plus many2 memories here and there....(the post will never end....)
Yes...this is my home....
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.(Daughtry-Home)
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