Monday, May 31, 2010

Thank you


Didnt expect anything

Plus the little bit of awkardness,poker face,I LOVE NY,music of Os fully playin

and the birthday song sang by that somebody

that will forever linger in my head ...LOL...

Thank you very much
Memorable,indeed.

Friday, May 28, 2010

MOvies FrEnzy......

Im out of control....watched so many in a few days....

"Valentine"-Being in love is such a blessing...Sometimes to be in love requires a lot of courage.

"Clash of the Titans"-Being a semi-god with good looks/physiques is filled with privillages....

"How to train a Dragon"-I want a dragon,stat!!!

"Iron Man 2"-Power and wealth corrupt people.Only perserverence will keep life going....

"Solomon Kane"-Im not that religious after all....

"Dear John"-Love can be expressed in different ways....

There's more to come.........:)

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Drops of Jupiter

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there’s time to change, hey, hey, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey, hey, heyhey, hey, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Now that she’s back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey, heymmmm.....
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there’s room to grow, hey, hey, hey, heyyea...
Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
I’m afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you, even when I know you’re wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phoneConversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . .
and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself
nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
nah nah nah nah nah nahnah nah nah nah nah nah
And did you fall for a shooting star
Fall for a shooting star
nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Are you loney looking for yourself out there

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Terrible week...

I had a really terrible week.These are the time where i really feel like going home and just sleep on the couch and do nothing.....i think i should go home again....i really had enough of bloody scenarios ....even my Operation Theater pants was soaked with patient's blood....Yes,i need a break...

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Excuses

Excuses…
Can you just stop
To give excuses
Excuses for your mistakes
Excuses for not doing things properly
Excuses for saving your own as#
Excuses for being such an as#
Excuses for waking up late
Excuses for not exercising enough
Excuses for not sensitive enough
Excuses for procrastinating
Excuses for people hating you
Excuses for hating people
Excuses for being who you are
Excuses for being who others want you to be
Wouldn’t it be easier
When we start to give fewer excuses
but start to be honest to ourselves
When are we going to live life, when life itself is filled with excuses?

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Random Ramblings

Not all the time we are satisfied with what we have, with what environment we are living in. There are people that just don’t make any sense, and there are just scenarios that are just unbelievable. Living here and receiving training in where I am, showed me more than I intended to see.

Everything has a limitation to it. No matter how advanced knowledge there is up to date,you just need to try your best with what you have. Because in the end of the day you just want what is the best for the patients. Perhaps sometime the effort seems futile, wasted, inevitably I felt frustrated by the outcome. Perhaps I just didn’t see the other positive side of it. Perhaps it may become worse.

Tireness is unavoidable. Physically and mentally.im trying to accept the flawed part every other things(but always ended up getting agitated and fouled mouthed about it).Perhaps looking at the imperfect part of myself, accepting and correcting it would help me accepting others. Now and then how I wish and this world is less complicated, diseases wise(Dr would be out of job) and human relation. There’s a saying that imperfections made the world perfect, occasionally it is true if you can live with it.

I must let myself to trust others, but past had thought me well. Trust is not something to be given easily. It’s the same with respect. It is something you just have to earn from others. Working life, these two aspects are so vital.

Somebody told me, :”You only live young once, why not live more by loving more…”Depends on how you interpret it, it comes in different meaning. Happiness doesn’t come easy, so it’s the chance to love. Maybe I have long forgotten how it is feel .There are people can begin and end one after another,I wonder how they actually feel inside…

How I wish everything is much simpler.