Friday, January 22, 2010

Death...Departure...Seperation

Different words but somehow they carry the same meaning...Watching patient on the verge of catching their last breath while every last effort is being made...watching my fighting fishes remained static in the fish tank corner..and belly upside down after a few days,watching my morning glory slowly deafeated by infestation of unknown whittish parasite...

Life can be so wonderful,creating smiles and happiness.On the other extreme it is so fragile,bringing sorrow and regret ,what may happen the next moment is unpredictable...

Im surrounded by death,every second the scythe of death god might hit somewhere.The next thing i know it might be the last time i spoke to my patient.

We are responsible for so many things,and it is our duty to do our job well.Sense of caring and feeling empathy to patients are so important.

Im learning,and i will try my best.

Monday, January 11, 2010

Money matters...

It's been troubling me quite some time...especially when it comes to this word,money...people around me seems to find ways to earn more money...joining direct sale,loaning money from bank to pay off debt and the extra loan money put into investment...etc etc...

The large sum of money(loan from PTPTN) really hard to spit back out...sigh...rather than letting the leech suck all my blood dry,one episode of massive bleeding maybe would suffice...But suddenly become RM36 K poorer is such pain to bear with...huhu....People,do not accept PTPTN!!!It is not a loan to helped students,but instead bring burden and inconvenience to people like you and me...

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Brief conversation with our Director General of Health

Yesterday our hospital was in a state of alert,because our director of health was visiting our Queen Elizabeth Hospital II(previously called Sabah Medical Center)

Everyone was anxious with his sudden arrival and when the matron signal us the houseman to follow his "round"...i gingerly trail along.He noticed Annie,HS and I standing outside one of the cubicle and came up to us..He asked me:"Are you happy here?"

Many many pairs of eyes were staring at me...In a reflex i answered eagerly:"Happy,happy..."
Next he was looking for Mr N,our Head of department,which we later frantically called his phone...

Afterwards the question that he asked still linger in my head...Am i happy here?