Intense fear gripped over me the whole day yesterday after finishing OSCE exam....To put it simple,i really did not perform well....the greatest fear would be not able to make it for this paper....develop symptoms for obsession where the thought of OSCE keep on intruding my mind and also develop the compulsion to estimate the minimum mark that i am able to obtain.
This feeling is so hard to get rid off...Though watching anime may relief the tension a little but the echo of that fear still persist...I felt so helpless and really was at the edge...i never experinced this intense fear and stress up until yesterday...the stakes are too high i guess...
Im fortunate though there are people who would give me strength and courage to keep it going...those words of wisdom from my buddy wei2 really make a difference....and all those sms's (from budyline mostly..haha)and last minutes pointers by colleagues really helped a lot...it made me felt im not alone in this grueling exam.....
Look forward should be the cleverest thing to do,and nothing will be accomplish if i wallow in my own mind and emotion....I must put effort until the end!!!!!! add oilz frens!!
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ganbatte ne.. fren!
we can SURE make it..
dun bother OSCE dy...
find sth to cheer up ur days instead... really!
thinking too much doesn't change the 'damage' had been done..
we all are making same DAMAGE in our OSCE...
look at the bright side, we have finished more than half of the process, we r almost there!
don't worry.. we had finished 4 years plus d.. one more week only.. don't look back to the past.. pull yourselves through and finish it.. =)together we move to the exit line..
im not sitting for the same exam so i dont know.. hehee
but anyways i hope the result will turn out to be good! =>
thx ,sob2...
why stil sob2? u should be watching movies....
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