Im out of control....watched so many in a few days....
"Valentine"-Being in love is such a blessing...Sometimes to be in love requires a lot of courage.
"Clash of the Titans"-Being a semi-god with good looks/physiques is filled with privillages....
"How to train a Dragon"-I want a dragon,stat!!!
"Iron Man 2"-Power and wealth corrupt people.Only perserverence will keep life going....
"Solomon Kane"-Im not that religious after all....
"Dear John"-Love can be expressed in different ways....
There's more to come.........:)
Friday, May 28, 2010
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Drops of Jupiter
Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there’s time to change, hey, hey, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey, hey, heyhey, hey, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Now that she’s back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey, heymmmm.....
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there’s room to grow, hey, hey, hey, heyyea...
Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
I’m afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you, even when I know you’re wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phoneConversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . .
and me
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself
nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
nah nah nah nah nah nahnah nah nah nah nah nah
And did you fall for a shooting star
Fall for a shooting star
nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Are you loney looking for yourself out there
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there’s time to change, hey, hey, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey, hey, heyhey, hey, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Now that she’s back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey, heymmmm.....
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there’s room to grow, hey, hey, hey, heyyea...
Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
I’m afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you, even when I know you’re wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phoneConversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . .
and me
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself
nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
nah nah nah nah nah nahnah nah nah nah nah nah
And did you fall for a shooting star
Fall for a shooting star
nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Are you loney looking for yourself out there
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Terrible week...
I had a really terrible week.These are the time where i really feel like going home and just sleep on the couch and do nothing.....i think i should go home again....i really had enough of bloody scenarios ....even my Operation Theater pants was soaked with patient's blood....Yes,i need a break...
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Excuses
Excuses…
Can you just stop
To give excuses
Excuses for your mistakes
Excuses for not doing things properly
Excuses for saving your own as#
Excuses for being such an as#
Excuses for waking up late
Excuses for not exercising enough
Excuses for not sensitive enough
Excuses for procrastinating
Excuses for people hating you
Excuses for hating people
Excuses for being who you are
Excuses for being who others want you to be
Wouldn’t it be easier
When we start to give fewer excuses
but start to be honest to ourselves
When are we going to live life, when life itself is filled with excuses?
Can you just stop
To give excuses
Excuses for your mistakes
Excuses for not doing things properly
Excuses for saving your own as#
Excuses for being such an as#
Excuses for waking up late
Excuses for not exercising enough
Excuses for not sensitive enough
Excuses for procrastinating
Excuses for people hating you
Excuses for hating people
Excuses for being who you are
Excuses for being who others want you to be
Wouldn’t it be easier
When we start to give fewer excuses
but start to be honest to ourselves
When are we going to live life, when life itself is filled with excuses?
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Random Ramblings
Not all the time we are satisfied with what we have, with what environment we are living in. There are people that just don’t make any sense, and there are just scenarios that are just unbelievable. Living here and receiving training in where I am, showed me more than I intended to see.
Everything has a limitation to it. No matter how advanced knowledge there is up to date,you just need to try your best with what you have. Because in the end of the day you just want what is the best for the patients. Perhaps sometime the effort seems futile, wasted, inevitably I felt frustrated by the outcome. Perhaps I just didn’t see the other positive side of it. Perhaps it may become worse.
Tireness is unavoidable. Physically and mentally.im trying to accept the flawed part every other things(but always ended up getting agitated and fouled mouthed about it).Perhaps looking at the imperfect part of myself, accepting and correcting it would help me accepting others. Now and then how I wish and this world is less complicated, diseases wise(Dr would be out of job) and human relation. There’s a saying that imperfections made the world perfect, occasionally it is true if you can live with it.
I must let myself to trust others, but past had thought me well. Trust is not something to be given easily. It’s the same with respect. It is something you just have to earn from others. Working life, these two aspects are so vital.
Somebody told me, :”You only live young once, why not live more by loving more…”Depends on how you interpret it, it comes in different meaning. Happiness doesn’t come easy, so it’s the chance to love. Maybe I have long forgotten how it is feel .There are people can begin and end one after another,I wonder how they actually feel inside…
How I wish everything is much simpler.
Everything has a limitation to it. No matter how advanced knowledge there is up to date,you just need to try your best with what you have. Because in the end of the day you just want what is the best for the patients. Perhaps sometime the effort seems futile, wasted, inevitably I felt frustrated by the outcome. Perhaps I just didn’t see the other positive side of it. Perhaps it may become worse.
Tireness is unavoidable. Physically and mentally.im trying to accept the flawed part every other things(but always ended up getting agitated and fouled mouthed about it).Perhaps looking at the imperfect part of myself, accepting and correcting it would help me accepting others. Now and then how I wish and this world is less complicated, diseases wise(Dr would be out of job) and human relation. There’s a saying that imperfections made the world perfect, occasionally it is true if you can live with it.
I must let myself to trust others, but past had thought me well. Trust is not something to be given easily. It’s the same with respect. It is something you just have to earn from others. Working life, these two aspects are so vital.
Somebody told me, :”You only live young once, why not live more by loving more…”Depends on how you interpret it, it comes in different meaning. Happiness doesn’t come easy, so it’s the chance to love. Maybe I have long forgotten how it is feel .There are people can begin and end one after another,I wonder how they actually feel inside…
How I wish everything is much simpler.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
To my horror.......
2 hours plus of driving from Keningau to Kota Kinabalu...it was really draining.Luckily my collection of songs were there to lessen the agony.It was misty,winding road with lots of slow moving trucks as obstacle.Missing a turn cost me 30 minutes of extra detour....sigh....
After reaching the house,i quickly went up my room to clear things up.To my horror...this was what i saw...
What a welcoming gift back to KK.But the positve side i wasnt fortunate enough to be hit by the falling ceiling.Plus my nice housemates helped me clean my room and the mess....Water leakage,sometimes shit really falls from above....
After reaching the house,i quickly went up my room to clear things up.To my horror...this was what i saw...
What a welcoming gift back to KK.But the positve side i wasnt fortunate enough to be hit by the falling ceiling.Plus my nice housemates helped me clean my room and the mess....Water leakage,sometimes shit really falls from above....
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Sometimes just out of nowhere...
Scenarios in life where i had verbal constipation:
Senior medical personnel(SMP):Saya mau buat transvaginal ultrasound,Lee,get me an ultrasound condom
Me:err...wait ar....(fumbling over the small red box took some time but finally found one)
SMP:Bibi(a nurse),mana mungkin tiada kan?
Me: (Being looked at by the smp)..
SMP:kita kan sudah banyak Dr lelaki,entahlah siapa yang menghabiskan...(ended with a grin)
Me:(stunned,im innocent,i wont use a condom meant for ultrasound anyway,should i just laugh?)
then,Me: laughed,Er,Dr,what is that structure over there...ne...over there...
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(This happen in OT-different SMP)
SMP:Lee ,how old are you?
Me:er,i was borned year 85,so now is 25 yr old
SMP:Oh,but you have eyes of an 18 years old....
Me:(stunned,gave out an awkward laugh)
later in OT:
SMP:So Lee,what about your love story?
Me:(Ultimately stunned,should i tell all my untold tales right here,right now in OT?)
then,Me:Im just unfortunately single....
SMP:oh......i c...
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(During rounds in a different place and time)
Nurse:DR! bila sampai masa DR untuk couple-couple?Tengok,si XX ni kan ada...
Si XX:(awkward laugh)
Me:(Continued my scribbles and yet another awkward smile)
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DOing Oncal,Conversation with a self bloating person-V:
Me:Hey what are you doing back here?
V:No la,no particular reason
V:How are u all doing here ?ok?
Me:initially bad,but now ok lo,wrong start with the mo
V:Why u didnt asked me how to do ward round?I created the system mah.
Me:oh...ok...
V:you know,all four of us previously scored the highest mark in the asessment,you all should not let our HOD down.
Me:(cough)How much you all scored?
V:i scored 80+,in viva thay didnt even asked me any question.they just said,how r you har,than ask me to go out.
V:Plus my ultrasound skill is so good now,i can even scan twin pregnancy,those not here cant even scan properly...
Me:(WTH)...ok...
V:The mo just love me because im so can function as a MO.....
Me: (Stunned again,is all these excessive self praise,or what?)
It dragged on and on and on...oh god please save me..........................
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Sometimes i just blamed myself for not being able to handle the conversation/people like this better.For the last conversation,probably it was really a bad day to oncall ....How would you reply /handle this?? :)
Senior medical personnel(SMP):Saya mau buat transvaginal ultrasound,Lee,get me an ultrasound condom
Me:err...wait ar....(fumbling over the small red box took some time but finally found one)
SMP:Bibi(a nurse),mana mungkin tiada kan?
Me: (Being looked at by the smp)..
SMP:kita kan sudah banyak Dr lelaki,entahlah siapa yang menghabiskan...(ended with a grin)
Me:(stunned,im innocent,i wont use a condom meant for ultrasound anyway,should i just laugh?)
then,Me: laughed,Er,Dr,what is that structure over there...ne...over there...
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(This happen in OT-different SMP)
SMP:Lee ,how old are you?
Me:er,i was borned year 85,so now is 25 yr old
SMP:Oh,but you have eyes of an 18 years old....
Me:(stunned,gave out an awkward laugh)
later in OT:
SMP:So Lee,what about your love story?
Me:(Ultimately stunned,should i tell all my untold tales right here,right now in OT?)
then,Me:Im just unfortunately single....
SMP:oh......i c...
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(During rounds in a different place and time)
Nurse:DR! bila sampai masa DR untuk couple-couple?Tengok,si XX ni kan ada...
Si XX:(awkward laugh)
Me:(Continued my scribbles and yet another awkward smile)
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DOing Oncal,Conversation with a self bloating person-V:
Me:Hey what are you doing back here?
V:No la,no particular reason
V:How are u all doing here ?ok?
Me:initially bad,but now ok lo,wrong start with the mo
V:Why u didnt asked me how to do ward round?I created the system mah.
Me:oh...ok...
V:you know,all four of us previously scored the highest mark in the asessment,you all should not let our HOD down.
Me:(cough)How much you all scored?
V:i scored 80+,in viva thay didnt even asked me any question.they just said,how r you har,than ask me to go out.
V:Plus my ultrasound skill is so good now,i can even scan twin pregnancy,those not here cant even scan properly...
Me:(WTH)...ok...
V:The mo just love me because im so can function as a MO.....
Me: (Stunned again,is all these excessive self praise,or what?)
It dragged on and on and on...oh god please save me..........................
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Sometimes i just blamed myself for not being able to handle the conversation/people like this better.For the last conversation,probably it was really a bad day to oncall ....How would you reply /handle this?? :)
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