Wednesday, June 15, 2011

It's all about unhappiness



No matter how hard i tried,things doesnt go as planned..

When i try to accept a decision,a decision to give and take,but i was compromised instead..

What am i doing here?When initially i thought i have found the way,i got lost even deeper

I cant even imagine where will i be sometimes...

Other people can have their choices,why was i sacrificed? for the sake of the system that filled with flaws and personal agenda?

Is it worth it???


Some part of life,it's just like walking along the beach,leaving footsteps behind,after a few seconds,they are washed away by the wave,as if you were never here before...

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Series of unfortunate events..

Im currently at one of the lowest state of my life...

Didnt make it through the exam,which i tried to prepare for the past 4 months...

Family members one by one got sick...(but recovering)

Unfinished issues with my sisters family,which really starts to get on my nerves...

Life may not go as planned,im trying my best to put a brave face on all of these and move on.It does hurt and felt defeated sometimes, when those you expect support seems to care less.

It doesnt really matter

Wipe away everything and life goes on...:)

Friday, June 3, 2011

Not a good news..

Today was the verdict,and unfortunately i dont have good news to share...Might as well try again next time...sigh....It's fake to say im not sad...but it's already done,might as well looked forward and go on,must pick up myself and try again...