Thursday, August 27, 2009

Perseverence


Perseverence-one of the value that i kept memorizing when i was still learning taekwando during my secondary schools days. I kept seeing this in my patient's eyes everyday.Especially the mothers,who relentlessly caring for their unwell child,trying to lessen the suffering by doing anything they can.

The sight of intramuscular asparaginase on those chemo days,sometimes are just too much to bear with.It is just a simple jab on the upper outer quadrant on the buttock to some people,but it means so much more to others.

There are still so much to learn ...and so much to see.It is difficult,but i will try my best.

We must seek strength and wisdom in others,so that when other are seeking for answers and hope,we can provide with what they need.Being a doctor is not an easy job....but i must persevere...

Friday, August 14, 2009

Im going home..:)

The day i waited and waited for so long...the day where i finally can spend time with my beloved family....the sense of euphoria is beyond the description of words...i wana go home....:)

Let me just leave behind all those responsability for awhile,until i return and move on with my life,i just need a break,to rest this weary soul....at least for now,to walk a longer journey ahead...

Let me care for myself instead for now,so that i can continue to care for others...

hOMe here i come!!!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Sleep....


Lately im severely lack of sleep.....the sleepiness was so intense that while clerking patient during oncall time i was near to falling asleep....which was funny though as i forgotten what i asked my patient,and forgotten what i was written....(half asleep)


Sleep is so important....at least to me....yeah...guess i better catch up on those lost sleeping hours....i want to sleep.....