Seafood mania

Today was another turbulant day in ward,just wana get over it and move on...Went back home and had one hour of nap,then woken up by SE,SEAFOOD!!!!!!!!

Suppose to go Tg Aru,but then it rain like cats and dogs....sleeping was a great option for analgesia....

The road to Gayang restaurant was a bit ulu,but then the food awaiting were unimaginable.Cheap and superb in taste.Not to mention the size of the prawns,fishes,and other varieties of seafood that i never seen before.....

Glad all of us enjoyed the meal...and HK is leaving us tomorrow,now our house will have less people....with house as spacious as this sure will double the emptiness...Just wish him all the best....and i am impressed with his courage...

In September

All the things I still remember

Summers never looked the same

Years go by and time just seems to fly

But the memories remain

While driving back after my evening swim,listening this new song-September from Daughtry,brings back tons of memories....though it may in the begining of everything new,looking back all the things that i left behind....cant help but wanting to turn back time...Sometime im just amazed how much had came and passed by,and here i am in another phase of my life....(driving some more...gasp)....Yeah,some moments are worth to relive again,maybe now i should be focusing on creating moments to be relive again...:)

In the middle of September

We still play out in the rain

Nothing to lose but everything to gain

Reflecting now how things could've been

It was worth it in the end

Coming here was such a big and sudden decision, so many obstacles,so many diffculties,and im still standing here with the help and guidance from family,friends,and people i've met and knew here,how fortunate i am.Perhaps this is the best thing that could happen to me all along....i guess i will know it in the end?

Yeah we knew we had to lose this time

But we never knew when, and we never knew how

We would end up where we are

Yeah we knew we had to leave this town

But we never knew when, and we never knew how
Never knew anything

In the process,there always gaining and losing.Learn from mistakes,learn to be more open hearted and positive.Last but not least learn to live a life that i wanted....Nothing is for sure,so why not seize every moments in life ???Life is too short after all isn't it?

I simply loved rooming in...

I love rooming in....a place where plenty of discharges,less workload,less acute problems,more time for to think,plus a super nice MO is a bonus on top of that....Finally i dont have to have palpitation all day long....at least let the myocardium to atrophy a bit....

Today it was the first time i went to forensic lecture,took a long long route,but in the end reach on time,my colleague sure think im super blur....after the lecture today,i accidentally went to town,and accidentally went into Centre Point,(ignoring the fact that some selfish person asked me to came out from there after i took the parking ticket)

Watched a movie filled with death,bought some nice anime dvds'(Bleach of course),bought my reading material of the month....ahh....meaningful day....yes,i must do this often.Mkae good use of the remaining days in Rooming in....

Hot Sunday Afternoon...

It's really a hot sunday afternoon.Manage to drag myself up early in the morning today to bring this tired soul to work....but God is kind to me today,given me less work and early time off to go home....recently felt so empty,i meant empty minded for my blog...dont know where to start or what to write....

Stumble across this photo i took ...cute little masha masha....Days in Oncology was hectic sometimes but my patients are such a joy to be with....Hope they win the battle soon,as my battle is still going on....

Perseverence

Perseverence-one of the value that i kept memorizing when i was still learning taekwando during my secondary schools days. I kept seeing this in my patient's eyes everyday.Especially the mothers,who relentlessly caring for their unwell child,trying to lessen the suffering by doing anything they can.

The sight of intramuscular asparaginase on those chemo days,sometimes are just too much to bear with.It is just a simple jab on the upper outer quadrant on the buttock to some people,but it means so much more to others.

There are still so much to learn ...and so much to see.It is difficult,but i will try my best.

We must seek strength and wisdom in others,so that when other are seeking for answers and hope,we can provide with what they need.Being a doctor is not an easy job....but i must persevere...

Im going home..:)

The day i waited and waited for so long...the day where i finally can spend time with my beloved family....the sense of euphoria is beyond the description of words...i wana go home....:)

Let me just leave behind all those responsability for awhile,until i return and move on with my life,i just need a break,to rest this weary soul....at least for now,to walk a longer journey ahead...

Let me care for myself instead for now,so that i can continue to care for others...

hOMe here i come!!!

Sleep....

Lately im severely lack of sleep.....the sleepiness was so intense that while clerking patient during oncall time i was near to falling asleep....which was funny though as i forgotten what i asked my patient,and forgotten what i was written....(half asleep)

Sleep is so important....at least to me....yeah...guess i better catch up on those lost sleeping hours....i want to sleep.....