Been working as a neurosurgical medical officer for the past 1 month.Adjustment disorder is surely a problem.As i mentioned,the choice was not mine.I once thought i would be able to cut/repair on human body.But many experinces had thought me well that particular field is not my way of life in the future.
I know i need stability,i need time for things i feel important,and most importantly not being call in the middle of the night for some kind of emergency operation.The prolonged standing,the bloody gloves,working closely with anaesthesis,cold OT hall....OMG
But being in this department gave me a chance to see things existed underneath.How true , that people can appear kind but underneath lies a snake waiting to spit it's venom.People can make you believe,give you a thousand reason for you to make a decision,but what you didnt see it is also for their own benefit.
The longer in medical field,the lesser friend you would retain.Somehow perception on the ones you know will just change.Friends can become enemies ,in just matter of "cases".People tend to think for themselves 1st sometimes,rather than for the patient.
Endless learning,and i think i just started...
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