A letter to my patients

Dear patients,

I know there's a small lump on your face,but that doesnt mean you cant work and need a MC.

I know it is very painful,please let me prepare the medication 1st.

I know you waited a long time,that doesnt give you the right to cut queue(esp when the patient before you are elderly)

I know your relative is sick,that doesnt mean you can scold our staff without any good reasons.

I know it is a very very tempting "sup tulang",please remember you have gouty arthritis.

I know you want to have a friday night fever,but dont bikin panas by fighting with other friday feverish people.

I know it is nice to get high on booze,but please dont DRINK and DRIVE!

I know you are Datuk/Datin,please remember other people is also not feeling well.

I know it is a lot of medication,please remember to take them/refill PRN!!!

I know hospital is the last place you wana be in,but please do come before it really got worse...

I know i may sound rude and harsh,in the end im just a human,who may just care too much or just too tired at certain times.

I know life can be full of suprises,so stay healthy and safe so we can enjoy every moment of our life...

Yours sincerely,
A human who in dire need of a break

My 1st Saman(traffic offense)

Yup,and it was causing obstruction to the traffic....finding the traffic police station was also an adventure,nearly walked the whole Gaya street (it was actually located outside of it...zzz...)

Music

Another part of life that i enjoyed the most is listening to music,especially when the songs resounds with your mood or thoughts.

My daily routine,except from work(eat up a chunk of of time a day),would be travelling to work.Yes,Kota Kinabalu HAS TRAFFIC JAM.(It really irks me that some of my old school mates thought that Sabah is very "kampung".)During the entrapment,music is the greatest escape.

It's doesnt matter how bad my voice sounds,sometimes i will just have a nice sing along.(which might be visible through the windshield,who cares!).My recent favourite playlist would be songs from albums such as Train -Save Me San Francisco,Katy Perry -Teenage Dream....Daughtry is a all time favourite ,but linkin park was just a dissapointment...

My car secret compartment will soon burst out with all the CDs i bought...Im so glad that nowadays whenever i feel a bit impulsive,i can just buy the CDs...regardless the price...:)
Great music is worth the money!

Last entry for the year 2010

A year gone by so fast.....Many events,many emotions...Sometimes i wonder how i got through some of the things happened...

It was another memorable year.Hoping years to come will be full of suprises,happiness and learning experince! Goodbye 2010 and Happy 2011!

i just wana curl inside my bed...

A day to rest from night shift,initial had flight of ideas to go to town,pay car loan,a movie perhaps...but in the end woken up at 5pm.Then it rained.

Last night it rain too,but i was in hospital,attending patinet in total darkness(electricity blackout).

It's nice to hear it sings.Other people love rainy days,im one of them too...:)

Day become night,and night become day...

It's fully reverse now,limited houseman,no rehat malam,everyday im more and more nocturnal....I came back to to an empty house evry morning,seems a bit depressing,but liking the whole space for myself...Been skipping lunch nowadays,which means getting more and more cachexic....Everyday has been not easy,but this is life...Im so going to enjoy my new year holiday next year...so until then,work everyday like there's no tomorrow....Suprisingly in the mist of failure of the system ,somehow deep inside im kind of enjoying it...twisted isnt it?...

Simple,easy,just taking a breather..

Yes,recovering from my URTI,on and off will still have headache...It's been quite sometime i havent spend some time alone,just sitting there quietly,with a book infront of me,letting the time passed by ...

No obligations,no emergencies,no tension/stress, just taking a breather before the coming storm....(9 housemans in casualty...)