Friday, August 13, 2010

Escapism


May i just have one whole day to myself,without people asking anything from me?


It's childish i know,but i dont care.


and sometimes i cant just always be a bigger person,like you hope me to be.


Im just like everybody else


Who just get tired of everything once in awhile.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Busy busy busy....

This has been the most frequent word that comes into my mind recently.Been in medical "chronic" ward but all problems are so acute.

One incident,a patient in his 40's came in with 1 months history of shortness of breath and severe lost of weight.History of operation done under ENT(oncology) ,?NPC(scar at posterior auricular area)...No significant history of TB noted.

Patient was very breathless,:''doctor,tolong aku..."

The Blood pressure lowish(90/50),the radial pulse was barely palpable,hmm,i thought,run fluid!Oxygen high flow....

Chest bilateral decreased air entry with crepitation and dullness."Ok,really bad case of TB???"Heart sounds were soft.

Chest radiograph:bilateral lung effusion and a very huge heart.

"hmm....acute pulmonary oedema also???"

Me on the phone:"Hi doctor,it's lee from male ward,we just had a admission ,patient was very breathless,lowish BP,not very stable.""OK,i'll come and see later."

After 15 minutes....no sign of MO.

Mr Pharmacy(who can be a better houseman):"better be careful of this patient,looks like going to collapse anytime"

Me:panic again.

Then the Heroes of the day were sighted(respiratory team)

Dr A and R:"any respi cases?"

"dr,can you help us with this case"

Seen everything,hear every history,The chest X Ray:"GLOBULAR heart".

"Have you felt the apex beat?"

Me:err...nope,but heart sound really soft and pulses barely palpable"

"Let's scan the heart"

What do you think is the diagnosis??? I swear to myself i will never missed this again!!!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Frustrations...

This is how i felt today...

Frustrated because i cannot do much to help

Frustrated because i know something is wrong but i am powerless

Frustrated because not everyone is being treated fairly

Frustrated because seeing selfish people being praised

Frustrated because why everything is wrong???

Frustrated because do you really meant what you said???

sigh....

Monday, July 5, 2010

Laziness...



This is how i feel nowadays.....plus some mixed feelings of enjoyment and guiltiness....I hope i dont get Karma because of this....:P

Sunday, June 27, 2010

A lot went by

Laptop had now officially not functioning.Been begging people to let me use their laptop for a brief moment of sanity.

Finished OBGY,that was a relief.I guess it was a posting that want to squeeze every last drop of blood out of me...

Had an extremely nice holiday with SJ/KY/Sj's sisters...It was way too short though...

Hoping a friend will be well soon,which i know he will.

Hoping another friend will be well soon too...

In a whole new posting which i possibly wanting to venture deeper in the future,i hope i have found the one....

Too many events,too many emotions....probably best left unspoken...

Take care guys!

Monday, May 31, 2010

Thank you


Didnt expect anything

Plus the little bit of awkardness,poker face,I LOVE NY,music of Os fully playin

and the birthday song sang by that somebody

that will forever linger in my head ...LOL...

Thank you very much
Memorable,indeed.

Friday, May 28, 2010

MOvies FrEnzy......

Im out of control....watched so many in a few days....

"Valentine"-Being in love is such a blessing...Sometimes to be in love requires a lot of courage.

"Clash of the Titans"-Being a semi-god with good looks/physiques is filled with privillages....

"How to train a Dragon"-I want a dragon,stat!!!

"Iron Man 2"-Power and wealth corrupt people.Only perserverence will keep life going....

"Solomon Kane"-Im not that religious after all....

"Dear John"-Love can be expressed in different ways....

There's more to come.........:)