Im Leaving On a Jet Plane

All my bags are packed,
I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye...

(Chantal Kreviazuk-Leavin On A Jet Plane)

This song may not reflect the entire picture here and now,but it echoed in my mind long after the song ended,and i was singing it over and over,even though it was slightly pitchy(luckily simon isnt here).. ....Induksi Programe and Bina Tata Negara finally ended....To me,i did learn something ,values that i hold before became even more stronger, broaden my mind to things that i never thought i will see,and spending precious time with fellow friends before we part our ways...

It was truely a fun experince:"planning and modified sketch thousands of time,doing the indonesian bocor2 dance, the "kembara" session...plus nights of pillow talks between guys...(Gasp!!!)it felt so surreal,the process sometimes was slow and agonizing,and now ,im at the comfort of my home....

I can sense the sadness in mum and dad,and to be frank it caught me off guard.Over the years i find it a challenge to understand what they think and feel.This time,it is so obvious...Perhaps they might think they will lose another son,this time to distance and time. My sense of guilt made my determination grow even more stronger.I can't promise to return home so often,i can't promise to call everysingle other day,but i can promise that their sacrifices will not to be put to waste,it is their time to lay back and enjoy life,at least have a relaxed and happy life,and soon i will be home again(If everything goes as planned...pray hard...)

Tomorrow will need an early wake .Bus will depart at 5:15am.Plane will fly off at 12pm...Working life ,new enviroment,new people....everything will starts to unfold....:) And i hope with the hectic life,i still can have some time to log in here...huhu...

A flash of update....beep2!

Just a brief update....Now having my induksi programe in Melaka...initially i was suppose to go to Kuala Berang,Terenganu...but because of the mix up,fortunately im stuck in Melaka....If i was really posted in Terenganu i would not go as i came down with another episode of fever,sore throat and rhinorrhea near to the induksi date...huhu...lucky!!

Ding See jong is my roomate...(everyday being bombarded with his singing.....noise induced deafness....ah....)...The urus-setia is quite laid back and i felt that everything here is just great....The dreadful exam is coming next monday and i have study and understand nothing...oh my god....

With the drama of induksi going on,i cant kept my mind off the fact that i am posted to Sabah(as i reapplied there).Accomodation,transport,and documents are pending to be settle..Im going to fly there on 23rd of June..A foreign place that is filled with excitement and all the unknowns.....im nervous,yet looking forward at the same time....my next chapter of life,is going to begin miles from home...wish me luck .....:)

Bang,ada rokok??

Today was a "beautiful" day,ate an overpriced dumpling as my breakfast,waited 1 hour for a bus to town,got more news about induction( mine always comes late, until now i dont know where i will be posted),and then i was sitting in the bus ,busy sms-ing my friends....

Suddenly a bunch of secondary school kids came in the bus...ah...my secondary school memories...how nostalgic...and really out of the blue,this kid,who the face i didnt even see properly asked me from the seat behind:

"Bang,ada rokok??"

After an involuntary pause,i gave a brief and cold "Takda".He changed his seat far away from me.

In my mind:"What was he thinking???"

2nd/3rd thought in my mind:"Did my outter appearence gave away my long hidden secret that i enjoyed 2 packs of smoke everyday...or my mouth was holding on to a cigarrete that i didnt noticed..."

I hate cigarretes,and dont ask from me ....zzz.....

(At the end , my day was still great because i get to watch 2 movies-Night at The Museum 2,Monster vs Aliens,shopping,baju batik hunting,handphone hunting for my dad....bwahaha...the amount of money i spent also was a shocking amount...)

Waiting for my rocket to come...

Letters had been arriving,with things to do here and there...other than that,days are filled with PS2,Stephen King,and the best comedy series in the history-F.r.i.e.n.d.s

I was told the "induksi" should start around 5th of June,i shouted:"Finally!!!".I just want it to get over soon because then the new journey in life will begin to unfold.Inevitably the feeling of apprehension that was once dominated back in the Final MBBS exam days made it comeback when i think of the working life.... Selene is doing great in Singapore,i wonder will i have the same fate and luxury???(i guess not....)

The title was stolen from Jason Mraz album,but i think it is perfect,because i want to start my life anew,meet new people,live in new enviroment...

Men in tutus...WHAT???

That was my first reaction noticing cqueen's header for her MSN.. my curiosity got the best of me and after another burst of spotaneous unknown origin of trying something new landed me in KL Preforming Art Centers,waiting for Men in Tutus to perform...All thanks to Cqueen's plus plus help for the ticket and the ride to KL PAC...

The performance was actually men,performing ballet....i must clarify,a group of all men performers,taking both males and females role.They performed in their own intrepretation-aka humor,and their hunger for cheers and applaud was tremendous...the whole time,the performers wont leave the stage unless received enough applaud,in a very funny way that is,and they were not shy of showing it....The technical part perhaps Cqueen appreciate it more than me because i know nothing.Previously i thought ballet was only for girls...but actually men play equal role,and this performance show me that men can do equal job compare to their counterparts...haha

People get sceptical,and perhaps have some degree of stigma.But i truely enjoyed the show. Their effort ,courage,and techniques was beyond the description of words.My palms kinda have post-clapping syndrome now...:D.

Things to do before passing away...

I HATE Fish!!

I hate fish,and i hate people who sell fish even more,met a lot of them lately :P