My Brain and spongiform encephalopathies

It's becoming this sad state.When i wanted it to have more sulci and gyri,now it's atrophy with holes on it...I do felt old certain time but i felt my brain is deteorating even more...Einstein can you passed your wisdom to me in this trying times....

Counting days to May 10...before the ARMAGEDDON...

Something related but not directly.Had to cancel my Taiwan trip because of the exam,and yesterday i dreamt about travelling in Taiwan...sigh....Sacrifices....I want my holiday...................real bad...........

UN-happiness

Un-happy things has been going on in my sister's life,all those drama,really hated it...He is just like a chronic disease ,now causing all the ruckus again with all the money lenders...What worries me the most is their safety...sigh...times like this i wished i can do something but i am not capable ...

The world and people are fallen ill,and it is getting worse,when will all these sickness stop???maybe one day the greatest invention that really deserve a nobel price is a drug which counter the addiction to gambling...Then probably the world would be a better place

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Love can exist even beyond time and space....A nice one indeed!

The reason why to love Sabah Part 2

It's been awhile since i put photos ...just some i took out of randomness/trips.1st one it's one of the view in Laban Rata,halfway to Mount Kinabalu

Witnessing sunrise on the top of Mount Kinabalu,experince of a lifetime.

View outiside our hostel in Laban Rata,Mount Kinabalu

A Kingfisher,caught on camera while it was sleeping on a branch...Medical camp in Sukau,Sandakan

Last year's Long Zou competition at Likas Beach

Sunset views in Kg Klokol...

The world just need a little of our time and attention,to discover what is around us...

Why not enjoy the journey,instead of missing every single chance by rushing away....

Saturday afternoon...

I know i should be studying,just that right now i do not have the mood.Surgical posting is the last posting.With the exam on the mind im really not enjoying it... Sometimes this sense of escapism sets it,and i just felt like walking away... I am often thinking,is there another path for me? Sigh...hot ,boring saturday afternoon...

Denial..

As time goes by,this word gets more and more relevant..

Exam date is near,but im still procastinating,it's denial...

Getting breathless after a few flights of stairs,consoling myself will get some more exercise,just that no time now...(denial again)

"i thought i knew the pathophysiology...maybe i just blank out..."(denial of ignorence)

Somebody came up and say:"hey i know about........." Me with a monotonous tone:"Is it?i know nothing about it. Hey i got stomachache,chat next time."(denial smack right on your face)

Maybe i should just wake myself up and stop dreaming,it is time to live the moment right now

Change is near...

Change is always a part of life.It is the end of a posting and a starting for the last one.In no time soon i would be somewhere other than here...

When you are comfortable with something,you will always become complacent,afraid of what new changes may bring...Now this is the second phase of change ,so much of uncertainty...especially location of district that will be posted to...

Another thing on my mind would be the working colleagues ...working team is always very important.Let's hope that the future ones are as excellent as d ones i worked with...

With change a person can learn about himself better,no matter what may come...I like changes but at the same time dread its uncertainty...There is not always a rainbow after a rain you know...haha...Just hoping for the best to come!